April Fools

Just pondering on the possibilities of me entering the military... Its far too early to say and I might even get frustrated (another) big time. I love the idea but life has its funny pranks and twists that could lead me to depression again. I have to be cautious but I have to be hopeful still. Hope is oxygen, the moment I am deprived of it , I might as well kill myself without second thoughts.

What could happen next is a matter of uncertainty. What lies ahead is dark that my sight of reason cannot see and all I have to do is to have a leap of faith and see how things might turn out.

Remember AL that expectations hurt. You are ambitious but you have to keep it low because your imagination might be too grand for what's in reality...